My first trimester of second pregnancy ..

Syukur Alhamdulillah because Allah has granted one of my dreams in Finland to have my second pregnancy .. eventhough we do not plan it to be so early, but this is the most beautiful gift from Allah SWT ... Allah always planned the best for us …

I try to write something about my second pregnancy .. to be shared for the family, relatives and friends ... some knowledge and as inspiration to those have the same complication in pregnancy as I do ..  Because I believe every pregnancy has it own story itself .. there are similarities but with some differences .. I hope my story can be an inspiration for all going-to-be mother to have the patience and more motivated to face all the challenges of being a mother .. 

I do not regard my incompetency during my pregnancy as a disadvantage but as the attempt to be the test from Allah to always remember that Allah is the Almighty  .. I am a mother who has diagnosed with PCOS and incompetency or insufficient servicks ...but I am thankful to Allah for giving us the opportunity to have children after our long prayers …

I pray my second child would be in a very good health and as strong as papa.. Papa never stop giving us full support and doing so much sacrifices just the best for his children .. for me .. he is always the best husband and father and hope Allah will always be with him and give him the strength and patience …

Of course there is challenges being pregnant in a foreign country with a very different atmosphere here in Finland ... with severe morning sickness is different from my last pregnancy before ..  Luckily  there are friends here who share their experiences and guide me … I feel more comfortable and no worries as the midwives here are also helpful .. Alhamdulillah ..  the hospital system is very good and the services are awesome ..  I feel more confident and motivated with my pregnancy …

The time this article was written, my pregnancy is over 13 weeks old .. and in the second trimester of pregnancy ...Alhamdulillah during ultrasound scan session ...once again a sense of gratitude and joy is shared with eryssa and ezral .. the baby is very active and the Doctor said it is a good sign ... Eryssa keep shouting "Hey baby ...baby.. " while pointing at the screen in front of her ..

As for my illness and incompetency servicks so this time I alsowas confirmed by the Doctor to have a servical cerclage during my 14 weeks of pregnancy .. so next week I will be doing my surgical cerclage surgery on 16 February at 7.00 am .. mixed feelings ..but I should always be positive and strong .. I prayed to Allah to give me hope and strength and ... I leave everything to Allah ... amin ...

Oh ya, next time I ‘ll try my best to put more about PCOS, Incompetency Servicks and Cerclage Surgery… till then.. 

Wassalam ..

Lappeenranta, 10^th February 2012